A part of me feels like I'm losing my mind. I'm dealing with a lot of different ideas that go completely against what I've been taught. However, isn't that with everything in life? You're taught to believe one thing and then suddenly you find out that it was all wrong? Kinda going through that transition now.

So I'm wiping the slate clean, making the adjustments and fixing things along the way.

Reminds me of elementary school. Where they teach the kids everything like it's black and white and when you get older, they kinda tell you the truth, but not entirely, unless you inevitablly do your own research and find whatever they told you in the first place was completely off the marker.

But what I was taught has no bearing over my life now since I control how I look at things and how I can use it to my advantage. I choose to empower myself rather than just lay there and die. I'd rather work with myself than work against myself. I'd rather be happy than miserable and making others miserable doesn't give me glee.

I don't suggest stopping me, because you'll be greatly disappointed.

c",)
Hm...I guess nobody can ever stop you from doing what you want to do, but since you are having confusions, y not you think through things? or you can post it in your next entry and we can sort it out for you? we might be able to help...
» siti84 on 2006-08-16 12:35:09

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