Sunday afternoon I got some odd news that put me in a very strange spot. It involves a man, and presently the relationships of two women. One being my best friend and roommate, the other being someone that's quite literally on the other side of the globe that I befriended as of late. All three of us are going through very similar situations and it's right now ticking one by one, one at a time.

As for the man it involves, technically it's three men, however one is in the middle, another one is an afterthought, and the last is the only main player in this scenario.

The whole thing stemmed from a vision I got while taking a nice long epson salt bath. I had the candles lit, the incense going, the drops of lavander and jasmin essential oils in the water. Basically a nice relaxing bath. I stayed there for a while, taking it all in. And then while I'm sitting in the bath, a vision comes into mind.

I'm watching a replay of a video update (which I'm far behind on), but the background looks very different from former updates. It feels right, like it is home, however it looks nowhere near my present home office. While I'm doing the update, I see the torso of someone in a white t-shirt pass behind me. A few seconds later they come back into the shot, lean towards the camera and looks into the camera as I'm talking to it, and then he looks at me. I knew this face to be the man that I was refering to before as the main player in this whole thing. He looks at me, then looks at the camera, then he says something to the camera, and gives a cheesy grin then leaves. At this time I stop talking and just look at him as he walks away. I then focus back my attention to the camera and the next words I say was enough to jolt me from my moment of relaxation. I can't really say as to what, but it was enough that it stunned the living daylights out of me, to the point I ran to find someone I knew online to read me, to tell me I was wrong.

All I can say is the vision refered to this man as my husband, and even though it wouldn't be such a bad thing, the present circumstances regarding all the players in this situation makes it a very akward situation, since two of these men are connected through mutual association, and one is connected through me.

Since I couldn't find solice through another reader, I did what is considered a no-no, which was read myself. I took out one of my decks and read for myself. Through two readings, the same outcomes came out; happily ever after. Two blind cuts also produced the exact same card in a 72 card deck, shuffled multiple times, and no, this card was not warped.

Because I thought I was going crazy, I asked my roommate to bear witness to this and 4 more times I cut blindly, through various shuffles, and once she shuffled the deck for me, and all four times I pulled the exact same card; happily ever after. I read myself as well and the message was clear. This man was indeed who I had been waiting for, and the more it began to sink in, the more afraid I became.

Why would meeting the right person make me fear? Well the fact that if this situation is correct, then I am not in a love triangle, but a pentagon. It would involve two women and three men in total. One of them formerly married. The main man in question is someone that is not someone I want to get emotionally involved with because of his present circumstanes. He would be a great guy to be involved with if circumstances were in our favor, however it presently is not. I don't even know if he feels for me! The whole thing made me rather confused and freaked out.

Then the confusing part... one reader said that he isn't the one I marry, the other one said he is. Both said there would be a time of heightened temptation, and a trip was going to definitely occur in mid year. 2007 is coming around the bend. After this, nothing will ever be the same again.

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