I think in many ways life is like a puzzle. With every new mystery piece, you have to figure out how it fits into the bigger picture. Well, I was thinking about something the other day that kinda struck me. Not too long ago I had a whole string of boyfriends. I mean I wouldn't go a few months before I had myself a new boyfriend, and these relationships would last several months into years.

Then suddenly that all changed and I found myself single. I didn't know what happened. Not much had changed outside of the fact that yes, i did get older, and yes, I did end up moving quite a bit, however, I was still the same person.

Then I realized that the things that surrounded me weren't condusive to what I wanted. I realized that when I surrounded my life with that which I wanted, I got it. Your mind gets bombarded with millions of pieces of stimuli a day, and the more frequently one comes into play, the more prominent it will become in your existance. When I was dating these guys I would have posters of anime couples in my room. Something like an Akane and Ranma poster up and stuff like that. Or when I would get my camera or bass, I would have photos of them on my blog. So here's for trying a new experiement.

life is like that. when i was younger, i have all kinds of superstar's poster but now i can't be bothered if i met any superstars on the road.
» renaye on 2007-04-12 10:03:39

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